Tag: bpd feels
*tries to talk to ppl*
brain: you’re talking too much and they hate you for it
*stops talking to ppl*
brain: you’re talking too little and they hate for you it
me: is a needy piece of shit who needs constant reassurance and attention from friends
also me: is distant as hell, avoids all social interaction
one of my symptoms I hate most is that I “want” to hurt. I “want” to be
in the worst situations possible. I “want” to sabotage myself. That
means it’s in my impulsive plans, when I’m actually in the situation
it’s not something I want at all. but I desire it as if it’s something
good. and I don’t get why I have that.
underneath every personality trait ive stolen, under every faked opinion to get you to love me, im nothing
me when i’m super busy and productive: mental illness? what mental illness!
me when i have nothing to do for 10 seconds: *ruins all relationships while contemplating suicide*
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